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Living Mercy
As I lay with you tonight, I will look into your eyes as I do every night, cool and grey like the winter sky. Your skin soft under my fingertips, soft as the finest silk but distinctly alive, breathing, flowing. 
With my arm over you, as we settle and bond, I think every time about your energy. How alive you feel in my arms, how alive you are in my mind and my heart. How cool your sweet skin is against my cheek, my lips, and how hot your blood flows just underneath.
Your soft hair, your smooth cheeks, your soft lips, your clear grey eyes. Alive, alive, alive and here with me. So sweet your words and gentle your touch, so loving and thoughtful you are.
As I lay with you tonight, I will lay in disbelief as I do every night. Disbelief in your existence, in my perceptions. A dream I can touch, a dream I can kiss and hold, a dream that drives love to my very core. 
And so my fingers will pass over your skin, and with hot blood and breath, I’ll know you are alive, and when th
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Seive
My self esteem is like a sieve
Trying to fill with water
With every step it’s hard to live
With no support from another.
I keep expecting her to come home
The engine growling up
My mind denies that I’m alone
Living with a half-filled cup
My difficulties, irrelevant
When compared to one another’s
And you who carries with consent
The carriage of your brothers.
And my mistake, I have to say
That let the happiness flow away
Surely, though, you’re here to stay
And tell me it’ll be okay.
The softness of the warmth you bear
A comfort, rest assured
Luxurious, rich, but oh so rare
And that of paradise’s bird.
But one small push
I’ve lied, you know.
A thorny bush
They do not grow
These hands, my dear
Of worlds and care
Such damage, clear
As scars I bear
These hands that soothe and hold and make
With weapons, should I give
Will to myself the harsh blades take
And bleed and ask if I should live
And so my heart I bare to you
What verdict do you give?
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Sleep
My death will not be one of glory. I'm too tired to put in the effort. Nor will it be a death for someone. I'm too tired to care.
I don't want to care anymore. My care is pain to me. The more I care, the more it hurts, and the less I can relate. The more I try to make things right, the more the chaos is apparent. My work is undone, and my care worthless.
Chaos hurts, and I am just a small being in the tide of entropy. My efforts are lost in the waves.
I don't want to care. I'm too tired. I'm weary of this and I've forgotten why things matter. I love and I feel like everyone else, and I don't know why it hurts so much. Why should I be this way if I'm punished for it?
I want to sleep. I want to lay down and sleep and forget. I don't want to have to care. It will be quiet. It will be peaceful. I want to sleep forever, where I can finally rest. I'm so tired, and I fall again and again. Each time it gets harder to rise up and march on. My body is heavy, my head is full.
I'm tired.
I want to
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Parasites
My mother told me long ago to be kind to those I met.
I didn’t know their stories. I didn’t know their lives. Treat them well, she said.
I gave the bully an eraser when she had none. She scared me and made me cry. “Coward.”
I drew a classmate a picture, he tore it with scissors. “Dumb.”
I gave the new girl a watch because I heard her say she wanted one. “Faggot,” she said as they called me names.
They took and they took and gave nothing back. My crayons were missing and I stayed behind when they all went to play. I stayed away.
I couldn’t hear their laughter as I cried and tore my skin. I hated myself as my nails tore and tore.
I hated them. They left as I called them friends. They turned away. I went on, but I was no better.
Their knives in my back were cold as they grew into my bones. “What beautiful wings” they said, I couldn’t see. Wings hurt.
I trusted my mother. I didn’t know them. Even as I bled, I gav
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Stars
My hands have cradled ash and bone and scattered both asunder
These hands that break and mold and mend make images of wonder.
My head is death, my hands are life, and both bring to my heart
The pain it feels and awe it seeks in chaotic, beauteous art.
These fingers pry and dig and scrape away at all I see
I saw no light, though I was blind, I saw what was in me.
A beast of eyes and teeth and hands that grasp and pull and rend
A search in vain for aid, it seemed, for pain without an end.
Soft skin so torn as ashes were and shattered was the bone
My spirit burned to nothing, oh, and there I was alone.
And soft as ash you came to me, and soothed those bleeding scars
My hands of life and eyes of death, in those you placed the stars.
They burned so bright and deeply that my life would come to me
For I was yours and you were mine, and as it was to be
I called for you, your eyes of ash and spirit firm as bone
In every call I made to you, there was a call for home.
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I do both digital and Traditional work.

This is also what I've been doing, obviously.
I'm making an attempt to come back after a while of... not. 

Bunch of things have changed. First, I'm not doing so many 2-D works anymore. I' still doing them occasionally but since hitting Uni and choosing a major, I've gone on to more sculpting and carving. 

Second, I have been updating my facebook page and Instagram more often. Both are called QuickSilverVisions. If you wanna see what I've been up to, links are just below. 

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Quicksilvervisions on Instagram. 

I'll be updating everything here within the next few days. I haven't been keeping up with DA's new stuff. 

Good to see y'all again, though it seems these pages have really been stripped. 

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Quick reference. I haven't been doing much 2D lately, but my better stuff is on Instagram.com/Quicksilvervisions
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happy birthday
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May your birthday and every day be filled with the warmth of sunshine, the happiness of smiles, the sounds of laughter, the feeling of love and the sharing of good cheer!

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Wave  Hello there wonderful stranger!  
cute blush   I know it has been absolutely ages but I wanted to thank you for your support and adding me to your watch!  :yayay: - NaNoEmo 24/30 + Plz 
I really appreciate your support in my journey to become a professional artist  :lovesquee: 

 Thank you again and have a most marvelous day!  Aww 
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